It’s not a beautiful tale.
I was in my worst condition, I don’t think she’s not at her best either but then, for her it’s nothing.
Love at first sight?
I want to stupidly admit that, yes. But I’m not proud of it. In fact I’m in my very best to reject the theory that I’ve been falling in love for her.
I mean, before… Only after few occasion I will dare to say I “fall in love” with certain someone.
And to remember that I’ve been sacked and rejected by the girl I dreamt to be with and I’ve recovered in just a week, thanks to my very understanding friends… That try to cheer me up even though I’m acting it up as nothing. This time, the feeling is way more than how deep my feeling was with that dream girl of mine.
But maybe that’s not the point.
The point is, she’s just your damn average girl. Really.
I can praise her all day long and you would probably laugh at me behind my back. Well because, she’s just that damn normal average girl.
Last I check myself, the feeling is so overflowing that I think if she is rejecting me I will secretly and silently cry more than ever before.
But… I was imagining to give her a house so she can give me a home.
I mean what the fisk statement is that, right?
Even though I’m denying my feeling for her, I’ve come to a decision.